One Day You'll See
-LoveBugg
The first time I saw you,
I knew you were the one.
There was no question in my mind,
after having that much fun.
There's just something about you,
that I've never found before.
And now that we're good friends,
I find myself wanting more.
I never thought it possible,
to care for one so much.
But everyday that passes,
I long to feel your touch.
To look into your eyes,
would make my day complete,
cause every time you look at me,
my heart just skips a beat.
Everything I'd wished for,
every dream I'd hope come true,
I never thought would happen,
until the day that I met you.
I know that your not ready,
for the kind of commitment that I am,
but for you I'd wait forever,
there's nothing I can't stand.
Although it hurts to know,
that you don't feel the same as me,
hopefully one day you'll realize,
one day you'll wake up and see.
I knew you were the one.
There was no question in my mind,
after having that much fun.
There's just something about you,
that I've never found before.
And now that we're good friends,
I find myself wanting more.
I never thought it possible,
to care for one so much.
But everyday that passes,
I long to feel your touch.
To look into your eyes,
would make my day complete,
cause every time you look at me,
my heart just skips a beat.
Everything I'd wished for,
every dream I'd hope come true,
I never thought would happen,
until the day that I met you.
I know that your not ready,
for the kind of commitment that I am,
but for you I'd wait forever,
there's nothing I can't stand.
Although it hurts to know,
that you don't feel the same as me,
hopefully one day you'll realize,
one day you'll wake up and see.
There's definitely a part of me that's chanting for the person. I think that moment when someone finally loves you back would be one of the hardest things in the entire world to wait for. And while you are waiting, there is always that possibility of rejection. Maybe that day when they’ll “wake up and see" will never come, and you'll have to stand by and watch as they fall in love with someone else. And then you'll have to deal with the realization that maybe they weren't your person after all...
And maybe something that makes it a little harder, and maybe a little easier at the same time, is the realization that if they weren't your person... Then you were never really theirs either…
I've never been in love, and I've been fortunate enough to never have had my heart broken in that way before. And if I'm going to be honest, the idea of being rejected when I finally do put my heart on the line scares me a little bit.
But I rest in the knowledge that (I think) I have someone in this world, and they will be my person. I think God has someone for me. I don't know who he will be, if I've met him, or if he is simply a figure in my distant future. And… I think that one day a fear of rejection won't be a realistic option. He and I will both know, we will both "see". I look forward to that day...
But I rest in the knowledge that (I think) I have someone in this world, and they will be my person. I think God has someone for me. I don't know who he will be, if I've met him, or if he is simply a figure in my distant future. And… I think that one day a fear of rejection won't be a realistic option. He and I will both know, we will both "see". I look forward to that day...
And I also look forward to the journey to that day. I think the road I'll take to get there will determine the person I am when I finally am there. If I just knew who and where he was, then... mystery over! I wouldn't have to trust God with the unknown, because the unknown would be known to me. But, since I don't know, I do have to trust God. It's hard, but... He knows. He knows who is best. He knows who is mine. And I love the fact that I can rest in His knowledge and enjoy the journey to the day where His knowledge becomes my knowledge and I finally can "see"...
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